I spent a few days at my BFF Lani's house on land. It was wonderful to sit in the living room by the fire, in front of the HUGH Christmas tree. Zoe came with me and she enjoyed getting to play and sniff in the grass and barn yard. It was wonderful to take a shower and put on clean clothes that DIDN'T smell like DIESEL.
I am so tired of smelling like diesel, my clothes and hair smelling like diesel. I HATE it!
Ben and I braved Wal-Mart today.... he needed a new watch band, he broke his and has been whining heavily... I wanted some coffee creamer and needed some Tide to do laundry... Got up to the check out and I guess I've used my $124.00 in food stamps and apparently my bank account is 0.... I had to walk out WITHOUT my items. God I'm sick of being so broke all the time.
Sometimes I wonder how I ended up here.. so far from home, family and friends. Think I'll go take a nap.
